now lets just proceed to another story. FUTURE. hm yea, i know not only me of course who keep on wondering how my future looks alike. i know its beyond our control to actually think what we gonna be in the future. Only HE knows everything. We just have to keep on make duas that everything in the future turns out well, insyaAllah.. hm what makes me feel this way its because yea i'm in the process of filling up the UPU. Again. Second time after approximately a year ago. i am really in dilemma right now. i know, its totally hard to further in pharmacy course but i just put it in a first choice as who knows its my rezeki right? But i have to make a back up plan! After so many research i've done regarding on my future, my heart suddenly fell in love with Dietetik course. what the hell is that? Pardon me, i know people who rarely heard of this course will automatically ask me that. Literally its Dietition or actually more or less its same as Nutritionist. i thought it is not that hard to be the student of this course, i mean, not as hard as pharmacy dentistry and what not. But sadly, it just as tough as courses i mentioned earlier. i email-ed this one senior which i dont really know who is she because i just found her blog talking about this course. At first i was just okay, my heart already attached to this course until she said the CGPA requirement is more or less 3.75! okay.... my heart breaks into pieces seriously :'( Can i make it? i don't think so, but hm i have to keep on dua.. maybe it isn't my jodoh with this course or maybe i still have chance? Only HE knows everything and i know HE already planned everything for me :') What will i receive, i know its the best for me. Have faith fizza. i have always remind myself with this sentence "Mungkin tak semua benda yg kita rasa baik untuk diri kita itu adalah terbaik, DIA ada sesuatu yang lebih baik" InsyaAllah :')
Its 4.00 am now, and i have to sleep! like seriously i became a nocturnal AGAIN. fuuuuhh. it isn't good, i know. but there's nothing much i can do uhuk. till then, Assalamualaikum.
